Monday, January 5, 2009

The will to run

Confession
This past month has been so crazy with sick kids and the busyness of life. I did not run this weekend, life gets so busy and there just is not enough time. On top of the feelings of letting myself down I feel like I am letting down my family.
So my confession is I turned on Oprah today. What she was talking about struck a chord with me. She was saying how in the new year to get back on track with weight loss or the journey of joy "You must put yourself on your to do list." I have not been doing that and this is why I feel so depressed about it all.
I hate using that word, I don't think I am Depressed with a capital "D" but I think I need to make some changes. Running seemed to help with all of these worries, it gave me my time in the morning and energy to chase the girls all day. Yet I find it impossible to get up and get it done. Where did I find that commitment before? How can I get it again?
Well, duty calls- I have child hanging off my arm.. More later!!!

1 comment:

nicole said...

Oh, I forgot about the Oprah show today. I don't watch it very often, but I did want to watch today. Oh well.
You'll get moving again. Don't beat yourself up.